Song of the Day: A Shipwreck in the Sand - Silverstein
So i decided to make a live journal out of pure boredom
Ive always wanted to make one, but never really had anything to say.
These days things are different.
Im hoping to use this as an output for my random thoughts and ideas.
I dont even plan for anyone to read this its just nice to get this stuff outta my head sometimes.
This year has been one of the hardest and most progressive so far.
I went back to school to try and get my life back on track and by doing so I've lost a lot of friends.
Ive learned that i cant rely on anyone else but to rely on myself
I've realized that seeing the path im on and where i plan to be is more important then living in the moment.
I have lived in the moment my entire life, and although its fun and good on short terms, it never really got me anywhere.
So im out of school now, and all my hard work so far has payed off.
This summer im gonna make the best of it, even if i have to do it alone.
Im kind of done with people.
All the drama, conflictions, hypocrites and human cancer cells
have really made me change my mind on whether i can trust anyone else.
Music has got me through the dark times...
Im a believer that music really has the power to help people.
My life goal is to write an album that will really inspire people.
I have a lot of respect for the band Moneen, one of my favorite bands, and they play for the music and for their crowd.
I totally respect that.
Ive done my fair share of experimenting with substances in the past.
Its really changed my outlook on life.
Once you see the world from a true perspective, its hard to look back.
The whole 'rabbit whole' theory really does make a lot of sense!
You start thinking philosophically
, and now every movie i see, every deep theory i come across, i start thinking about its relation to the world and what it means to me.
Its hard to explain...
Its taken me to great heights, but also to dark times.
Ive been lucky to have a great girl with me during the dark times, and i respect her so much for how she has been there for me.
Anyways that's just a little bit about me....
Today i got the new Silverstein
album, from what ive listened to... their new CD is amazing!
I spent today playing Final Fantasy X
and saving the world from sin...
while listening to A Shipwreck in the Sand.
Im slightly drunk right now.Missing my girl
Waiting for her call.